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Friday, March 13th, 2009
3:40 pm - Subblack mixXx, 2nite in San Fran + How to destroy thee universe 6*
BAM!* Subblack mixing it up


And Tonite...
Friday the 13th - MEAT vs. DeathGuild - Horror Movie Night

Friday the 13th of March

Also open call for artiste...

As so many people will be traveling to San Francisco for the sold out Throbbing Gristle
show on 23 April, we have decided to collaborate with some local
promoters to put on the long awaited "How to Destroy the Universe -
Part 6" festival. The festival will run 23-25 April in the San Francisco area.



The GOALS of this festival will be to bring together a symposium
of like-minded artists to explore how Throbbing Gristle has influenced
the current underground community, and to celebrate this diverse
amorphous Industrial Culture, and to just throw an great fun wacko
party! The theme is "Can the World be as Sad as it Seems?", taken from
the famous Throbbing Gristle "Heathen Earth" DVD.



We are having an OPEN CALL FOR ARTISTS (music, performance and
visual arts) who would like to participate. Just reply to this email if
you are interested with links to your work.


The general agenda so far (check the Mobilization.com or myspace.com/fspace sites for updates):


THUR 23 April - THROBBING GRISTLE "After Party" in San Francisco @ www.projectonesf.org 251 Rhode

The festival will kick off at this beautiful gallery/bar/dance space in San Francisco.

DISCO HOSPITAL presents

*During the TG show we will be screening DVDs in one room of
"INDUSTRIAL PIONEERS" at appropriately loud volume for anyone shut out
of the event . including the World Premiere of the "DECODER" DVD - the
official re-issue of this 1984 German classic with CHRISTIANA F. and
members from EINSTURZENDE NEUBAUTEN.



Fierce queer post-punk proto-industrial dancing with DJs:

Nature Boy

Junkyard

Mr. Anthony


FRI 24 April (Noize show and panel discussion TBA)


SAT 25 April - Machine/fire-art post-punk-industrial show/party in OAKLAND in a HUGE warehouse space.

*Fund raiser for TODD BLAIR of SRL.

*We'll also be screening DVDs from "INDUSTRIAL PIONEERS" at appropriately loud volume.


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And Monday...
March 16th 2009Death Guild turns 16

LATE

current mood: hungryz and smash ur faCe!*
current music: NIN shreds

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Wednesday, December 31st, 2008
6:52 pm - Thee earth is eXploding 2nite!*
Yeah. So u betta make sure u get the city nice and drUnk!* Oh my!!! And include urself.


If Jameson was water and I were a duck, I'd swim to the bottom and NEVER come up, but Jamesons not water and I'm not a duck, so slide me a bottle and shut the fVck uP!!!*

HAPPY FREAKING NEW YEAR 2009, Oh and buy thee way, The time keepers are adding a second to this year!* Sweet, that makes us one second younger!

lOve and light and hideous black drUnkeness and NO HANGOVERS please...

Miss J*

current mood: dizzy
current music: O' Paradis, Cuando el Tiempo Sopla, Cuerda

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Tuesday, December 30th, 2008
7:20 pm - We will create urban shelter for the entire world...
I haven't posted in forever. Living in San Fran... doing stufff check the myspace portal if u give a fvck...

We will create urban shelter for the entire world...


"Urbanization, one of humankind's most successful and ambitious programs, is the triumph of the unnatural over the natural, the grid over the organic. We remain committed to a global program of extrusion upward and repetition outward in an effort to provide shelter that is safe, healthy, and uplifting. Underway on a scale never before witnessed, one side effect of urbanization is the liberation of vast depopulated territories for the efficient production of "nature"" - Massive Change by Bruce Mau

Awesome book with lots of chaOtiq pics*

Hideous black wickedness is coming my way soon. Well it is always here in my heAd<-and here in my blaAack bleeding heArt<- sliCe. That and clear water tanks with girls inside dieing! Maybe together for their tradgik lOve spells! Yeah!* Lisa aka Jinx1313 and I are going to drown and have a lOvely gentleman take photographiques ov it!* Oh my it will be hotness and death and despair and ov course heart wrenching lOve sicknesses. *YAY*

On another note, something has happened to my blAaaaCk bloody heart. It's been cut out, Possibly cut into sliCes placed in a pocket and dragged through a desolate forest on the east coast in Maryland somewhere where there are blair witch trees and x-mass lights. Or so I hear. Oh now I hear theirs a beautifvl bay. Must be real fVcking nice...

Probably going to New Orleans soon, but not going alone, Voltron will happen in the decadent aire ov the crescent citii!* OHhhhHHhhh it will be fun!*

*Are u alive or are u deAD? Grind ur bones and spin ur heAD*

-Miss uNbalance ov the liquored up starz...

BTW... This was my X-mass... Shop til u Fvcking drop, HAIL MACY'S PEOPLE!

Shop til u fVcking dRop!!!*  Hail Macys*

And this...
Merry Christ-mass!*

Hope urZ was as awesome!*

P.S. Did u know that Plentyoffish.com deletes unfit daters? It's an incredible power. I want to possess however deleting unfit daters and maters. Plenty of fish, so many in fact we need a fisherman. I can dream...*

-Miss J

current mood: Sirens suck
current music: Marc Almond, The stars we are, Kept Boy

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Wednesday, October 4th, 2006
2:27 am - WEd. niht @ thee whirling dervish NOLA
Haloez, JacQuie-OMG!WTF? will be DJing @ The whirling dervish 2moro (Wed.) niht till mourning? oh my...

come explode ur head...

God plZZ fvck my mind for GOOD!!!

statiQ electric. There is blood in thee powerlines*

Miss uNbalance

current music: Battlestar cracktiga

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Thursday, June 15th, 2006
2:32 am - To the shining shining seA*
I'm off to a place I called home at random once again & again before, before time's eyescape guzzled the llast death ov me.



So I'm going to drown myself in the lost earthquakes ov San Francisco.



And yeSsss * I will be doing it to a soundtrack even GodD has written about... (in his golden room, where the sound is lOved & gReat as the starZ!)



Nurse With Wound this Fri. & Sat. night @ The Great American Music Hall, San Francisco...



"I have been talking withe the Moon" she told me.... Dion Fortune


...+...

current mood: Evaporating
current music: Drunk withe the old man of the mountains, NWW

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Friday, June 9th, 2006
2:30 am - Walking behind the skyy*
The earth is dieing, but we do not notice it.

-Derek Jarman

So my new space/place, existing inbetween the patterns & here0101010101... whatever.

DENVER! pretty* I live on top ov a Cherry* No really & it's only a few mins. bus ride to downtown.

SOOOO* To the goodZ.

Shows in Denver this weekeynde for my welcome, I do believe...

*The Legendary Pink Dots*

June, 10 2006 at Bluebird Theater
3317 E. Colfax Ave, Denver, CO 80201
Cost:

www.nipp.com

+++++++++++++++++++++++

Front Line Assembly

June 11th @ Ogden Theater, Denver, CO



...+...

Blue, blue...

current mood: singing eyes
current music: The Angels of light, How I loved you

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Tuesday, April 4th, 2006
2:11 am - High Mercury, Crystals ov Thee Empty Depth
An eternal voice wandering alone. My heart is so bright that you will not see me. Silent in all ways, keep silence in all ways. Never speak your crystallization to me, never speak your inertia, your starZ are shattered in perfect silence, your blood is kept tight in implosions, your universe is NothingNothingNothing* but a broken heart, a sadDness song, a trembling thought. Thee death ov eloquence smeared cleverly over all the bloody starz & I'm trying to swallow a crescent moon!!! On the imprint ov the mirror-looking the yellow cube ov glass-earth wrecked & overlapped withe my mind's great enemy. My mind's great enemy. My mind's great enemy. My mind's great enemy. My mind's great enemy. My enemy's great mind my mind is my great enemy. I'm going upstairs now...Going up. Going up.

A psychopompos reflection ov reflection. Write my story in the water & overturn my ashes to burst away in a great blue circle ov air, a great blue circle ov black. There will be nothing here today. My lOve is a shadow that scares me, my own unfortunate shadow. It pauses black sunn & follows the sands down to the sEe. There will be nothing here today and nothing here tomorrow. viOlence inside placidity...fly south for thee summer*?* Right. write into the empty depth ov hell.


How sad it is to find that there are only four corners to the world. Get back in line!!!!!!



"Balance each thought against it's exact opposite, for the marriage ov these is the annihilation ov illusion." Atu VII.


...+...

current mood: interference&knives
current music: Idumea (Marc Almond) BlackShips C93

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Thursday, March 9th, 2006
1:52 pm - A dress that bleeds, marZipan & liquid white noise...
In a foreign land...



I see scaling birds feet in the hardened cement. This citii does not, does not exist.

In the lampshade's nightshade eye sit and the last winter's rushing fog creeps up the splitting river steps. In waiting...in a cresent land ov devistation. civilization?



The ships are ghosts floating on seeming aire, hollowed earth, white noise roaring mixed & swirled withe the relentless motor tolling away & a crying childe, who knows what this means, in the distance.

My hands are cold & numbing, how long will this be?

A squeaking train on it's rail, rusting & howling, haunting, shaking the decadent aire, goes slowly right past the bloodbells ov St. Louis, where the water basins are crackT...still. I went to look inside during ash wednesday & found, after many times dry, water holyholyholy water, to hue the sky in a different sort ov Red +.



How long will this be?



I wait for the moment the river swallows my affection, taking me in the depth & darkness, muted aire & moving decay. The deepest part ov me swept out to seE* It takes it's time & cares not for the chime that takes it's time from the rivers tide. Swirling into the omnious fog & numbing the iNk right out of my blood. How long will this take?



There is not a skeye, only heaven here. All the dead are living livid lights. I feel their hand prints all over me...



...+...New Orleans...+...

current mood: restless smashed flowers
current music: Der Blutharsch "time is the enemy"

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Sunday, February 12th, 2006
4:42 am - And silver dust falls frome her hair...
Posted on http://www.durtro.com/newsf.html

+++
Current 93, Six Organs of Admittance, Om play Nantes, France, 9 April

C93 and my heroes Six Organs of Admittance and OM play Le Lieu Unique at Nantes on 9 April. More details on the next update.

+++
Nurse With Wound live in San Francisco 15/16/17 June 2006

Nurse With Wound have confirmed they will be playing three shows at San Francisco's Great American Music Hall in June on Thursday 15, Friday 16 and Saturday 17. More details will be posted as we get them; tickets are not yet on sale. These are the first NWW shows to be announced since their two concerts in the early 1980s, which Steven Stapleton hated so much that he vowed never to play live again. Let's see if it takes us another 20 years or so to get over the assault on our souls this time.

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I will be attending all ov these shows!

current mood: The joys ov NOISE!!!!!
current music: Nihil Communication

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Saturday, February 11th, 2006
9:09 am - Chi e' ? Sono io...
Ho disturbi al cuore...

Le ho dato un bacio della morte , arrivederci, buonanotte...

Il cielo e' coperto. Cosa posso fare, domani parlo...

Nord, est, sud, ovest... davanti a, dietro, vicino, dentro, sopra, all' incrocio... E' molto lontano da qui... "Pensa al mare, al sole"... E il ritorno?... Se domani piovera................. domani

-uNbalance

current mood: The skies gaudy tears...
current music: "How I devoured apocalypse balloon" C93

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Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
6:15 am - Agony in the Garden

A place ov skull

I miss you...my somnambulist in an ambulance...



current mood: dissipating into cello's
current music: Zoe Keating, Frozen Angels

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Monday, January 23rd, 2006
2:07 am - Silent roaring intoXication & a pissy myst ov history
Sleeping iNside, white sheets and glittering rooftops. The aire ov fog & a boiled river ov dust & flesh. The new decay iNside an olde chapter.

KiSs god through the stained glass ov my death. The basin ov holy water is dried & all crackT* It marks the city as red, a symbol into the sky, but angels around us do not ever leave, one withe wrapped wings around me & one lighting uP her heArt, so that a flame would flicker. Another & another flipping & multiplying until they manifest a simple touch to my hand & deliver the keys. KiSs god through the stained glass ov my death & enter the gates.

Waking, somewhere not here, iNside white sheets and sleep walking. Painting haunted hallways withe piss & blood, I am not there. The daRk was waiting and the arms would catch me & lead me to the roses & lillies. I dRink the vase water & shiver. I find a heated pool ov dReam and colour locked away in the ruby skies. The sky is marked red & dispurses through winter wind... Oh my winter. Cheers & to our interminable lOve.

Everything creaks & everything is crooKed.

Crooked houses
Crooked dreams
Crooked scReams
cRooked shiver
Crooked sLiver
crookedD heArt
croOked apart
cRooked time
Crooked Rhyme
cRooked angel
crooked kiss
crooked hit
cRooked miss
crooked nihilnihilnihil
crooked feel
crooked fan-shade
crooked night-shade
cRooked fade
Crooked croSs ...+...
cRooked & lost

An angel sings, the entire map shatters, the wicked walks & scReams & spits about obscene faces. Smearing & binding each other in blindness, an awakening into nothing at all, a sleep I feel & fill my drunken mind withe still.

The heArt is broken, the words are spoken. The stRange Aeon has past & the winter remains in my remains. A memory ov matter destroyed & slipped through time...

Pretty good weekend...+...
The starz are made ov liQuor*
-uNbalance

current mood: dry oval Jasper
current music: C93 Thunder Perfect Mind

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Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
1:50 am - Holy guardians, about above daZzle*
late late late... again.

What is this shift? Changing colours, changing places, spaces. Intense dreams covering the land, late in my mind. It's the vivid vision & the voice, it's thoth touching my fingers, flipping cards, it's emaculate echnocian keys shrilling me to stay awake so late...Celestial. And how is this this knowledge bought? Withe many a sleepless night & wracking, tacking thought.

My angel, my lOve, my heart. Wrap us uP together in leaves & stones, bury us & baptize us through the fires. I need the gnosis shiver, I need his shelter & transcendental light. The light frome the daRk & the wonderfvl flux & reflux! What is this shift? timetimetime. I have to slow down & go much faster.

A childe spoke to me last night, that an angel helps him in his dreams. It was that feeling, the feeling ov ALL, the feeling ov joy & pain deep in my heart. A quenching thirst, burst, swallowing fire. Every bit ov enlightenment is sorrowfvl...+... And it has to be. I create the stones. What would it be to go back, but impossible now.

Citii's are rubbermaid castles fvcking the aire, unless they are fvll of dea6th, fvll ov emptii creaking human-like & damp hauntings. Lemuria, Atlantis... New Orleans & Venice. All father chaos. Living light.

I am carnival-cannibal & shriving.

Sleeping withe inked dreams, in my dreams. The numbered afternoon that I was told to remember & I forgot. Things I have to put together or I will be stuck in this space where?.

An instance where everything became clear & unreal. All things that were, were not & all things hidden were the only thing that existed. It scared the fvck out ov me. People try to induce it using DMT, but how can you induce the knowledge that takes years & time to learn. To cheat? & Oh my it can happen within a second if you have eyes to see. 114 ...+... coptic candy that wouldn't let me sleep.

I endured a nice trial that lasted over 30 hrs. I ended up in Chicago. A pocket ov lapis lazuli. The stone is hidden from my skin right now. The journey into myself has taken more significance since then. My notebook has become more sacred. Slow down for the fast... My fingernails are bitter & to the quick. There is a time machine in the tv & my hands are on the blue screen/screaming & laughing & crying! And now calm...

What a ride!

limitless ...+...
uNbalance*

current mood: thick decay & dark soot wine
current music: Time machines

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Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
8:30 pm - The only golden starre. ablaze & past...
I am in projective geometry it seems. Wishing for the latter ov the aeon, but apparently stuck withe Isis... fuck it*

So it will be...

I feel that if I stop for anyone I will die. Stagnation, death & entrapment. What is it? My heart is being pulled around the globe. i am magnetic velocities & headed towards Venice... Dove' si trovi?.... Oh underneathe the aire! Withe you in our little space* The one I love is deAd, so what difference does any ov this make except for mememe.

I think I like the sense ov almost but never having something, it is much better than having something & then it going away. However it does hurt to toil around in this idea. Hearts are almost but not really broken, it's confusing, safe & just at the verge, so everything else stabilizes or as stable as it can possibly be & this is me... uNbalance sMalance... I guess there is beauty in this painful shell to have someone & lose them, it is inevitable in death anyway. Like my cat-friend Lucy, she will die soon, no matter how much gold I give her. It can not be escaped. All ov my favorite people, that I can never seem to have in one place at the same time* & when I gathered you all what would I do to show you what is so beautiful about each heart-beAt? I don't know, you may hate each other! But we all know the raindRops are reflecting inside, we watch the sky change, the oceans & winds destroy landscapes & how quiet it can be alone... How quiet this city is not!

I am turning 25 this year & a million thingz to do withe this number are occurring to me. Essentially the number ov heaven. I think that means I have to get the fvck out ov this place! If I could dispurse myself into the wind off ov the Presidio cliff's here it would be ideal for me to stay, but I don't think it would be quite as poetic. Sooo... I'm flying frome San Francisco to Hollywood this Sunday to visit my gay boyfriend, we would be so in lOve & we are finally going to have sex this time... & I get to sleep in the bed. (& make-out you fAg!) After my soiree withe the lOver, I'm flying to New Orleans, weary for my soul in this place, I will be visiting friends & family briefly before I take off into unknown territory, the great wilderness ov... London. Feb. 17th, 2006. The day I turn 25. This is all I am currently aware ov happening this year. I have no idea where Europe will have me.

This was in the cards. To stay would mean great material possesions & study, which is something I was debating entirely & something I want, but the pull... it is so strong I feel mis-placed, like I'm already supposed to be there or part ov me is there & here in projective geometry. I am here. It feels like such a journey & trial to get there, when I'm already supposed to be there... Like being really stressed out about being late for work, or possibly possesed.

So London will be my oyster, or my Hermetic orphic egg, I should say... occupying the throat... & speaking ov I will miss my bookstore here, but London has so many more ov the sort that I would get lost in! Oh but the hue ov my lily ov the valley, oriental kush, amethyst, sapphire, aquamarine & "lapis lazuli swell that will sweep all ov us away!!!" A Red Hawthorne tree appears at my window... A curse about how I feel as well, should I plant a small one & carry it around withe me? Maybe I would plant it eventually outside ov my house, in some strange country, away from all the mess ov the cities...

+++

current mood: Lavender & flaxseed +++sle3p*
current music: The angels of light, "how i loved you"

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Saturday, October 8th, 2005
1:41 pm - What colour are you today*
Ok so, I haven't been able to post at all lately, but you know... It's about that tiMe* tiC-toC...

So in my last post I cursed myself. It'z funny I typed "This place is a vorteXx but it's velocity isn't pissing me off enough!" Wow, well let me just say ... I take that one back. New Orleans definitely has velocity OK.


So armor & a brightly lit mask covering my face. I have a glass oV teArz, I have a statiK ghost standing above me in my sleep. They can reach me as far as San Francisco... possibly as far as un-bordered realities would allow. There was an un-seen eclipse that made me feel like I was on drXgz. The moon was illuminated by fires oV the sun, it was just a bit too small to cover it uP for the dark corona all earthly eyes would have admired. Regardless, I'm sure it was beautifVL... multii dimensional, I want to be a part oV the skeye... The soundtrack, listening to a glass voice oV poetry, broken and all coloured.

While i was still in the area, some oV my dreams, or in part oV my sleep, I heard clips oV voices, so real & uPclose. It carried on into my waking, not for too long though. I opened my eyes and a thick white layer oV mesh & statiK images flickered and moved in a seemingly crooked human step to the side oV the room, faded & turned into a kind oV light as it went up the wall and then disappeared. I was calm. I went back to sleep.

Other than that I have become a fantastic.* shadow queen arms dealer! Lord of war was loud & phallic. Mirror Mask is the best movie I"ve seen in a long time. I've always liked Neil Gaiman.

about
above
daZzle*

Crystal clocks crashed and shattered inside oV the trash. Past thoughts. Past light. The stars are all blood flowing through something holy wholly transcendental. These cliffs willl shake and dissolve into the sea. All the doors are open. This time, this tiMe*

I will meet you again when my heart is still, in this place.

What colour are you today. Today does not exist. What colour is in existence... The threads are at least deranged, melting rainbows in glass fire-tips to fingertips...

That is all uNbalance*

current mood: un-iNside-alteRed*
current music: Current 93, Calling for the vanished faces

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Friday, August 5th, 2005
4:41 pm - birthdaZe* language frazzle into daZzle, click click, you're home*
TearZ frome heaven, laughing angel trumpets sliding off mindDless tongues, The way the heat stands, layered on top oV decay. this citii does not exist...

AnywhO*

-TEMPTATUOLICIOUS-
(a conversation withe MidniHt Matt*)

Happy fVckin Birthday !!! I hope you feel lOvelie* & purrrrrrrrrfeckT*

So my duties are complete in the death oV the west & I have returned to find an empty maZe* Get yourself ova here!!! It's tiMe to thRow a partay in New Orleans. This place is a vorteXx but it's velocity isn't pissing me off enough!

I am going to have a welcoming paRtay for who else? MY-Self!!! Break yOSelF* I'm starting a cuLt....

Video, 3 or 4 DJ's, Uranium Orchid & Genesis Fragment, it will all be FREE too, (except for the drinkzzz!)

to be continued......

Hey so Stromkern is going to be playing at Twiropa for 9/11. That's pretty coOL* I like the nOisy in dust* And M83 is playing Sept 21st at Twiropa too... Oh if you don't know you should... verie pRetty sPace musiQ, static & mellow guitars.

Do you exist???

god has stopped crying.

Balance is making fVck sounds & remote viewing me frome his element, he's wrapped his song around everything I do. what a tradgedy + peace be withe you +

To the demons within you*
MiZz uNbalance

P.S. impulse fVck*... fvck yeah* i'm the hunter ohhhhhh lOve techniciaN* sParkles into my retina bruising my eyes for oblivion haze* meow. you aRe electrique* The transcendentals told me...

dReamworld vision, life is but a dReam, carved into flesh*

***

current mood: sPectaculicious*
current music: COIL, The Remote Viewer

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Thursday, July 28th, 2005
12:55 pm - See the black sun rise* out oV my mouth & delicate virtual iNk*
Take the sky out oV my eye? My eyes are the skyy* withe the mark makers twisted vision. Oh spiraling & daZzling & vomiting, how fVcking cute*

The cliffs are in lOve withe me here, they told me so. I wanted to join them, on their way to the coast, chaOtiQ & slamming blue sequence and I thought "and when it lands will my eyes be closed or open" I go through all this withe a longing for other woRlds. They are lined withe coconut aire* and the winters are not summer. I remember winter, we were in lOve and my heart fluttered in deep thought. What occurred here was a slow death. How long can one hold on to a dReam before tiMe takes it's toll, fastening it's reign around my heart withe deep daRk buckles cast & severed. Slivers remain after the jolting release, you, you.....................

fvck*

Selective damage points are in order. Pick one, I give it to you.

What this means. Curving sideways in tiMe, walking through, changing space* oh lOvelie* daRk matter*

Tonight people will give me all the money they have & I will never see them again. It's funny how this happens sometimes.

BONDAGE! a go-go sugA* What's up withe the fine ass bitches oV San Francisco??? It was the booty-beauty contest! And hellO ladies* I didn't do that, how horrid! They didn't get paid nearly enough. meOw* but whatever, there were some professional strippers on the bill. hot-hotNessssss & sweetnessssss cheers* When you know what you are, are you?

"Dazzling & tremendous how quickly the sunrise would kill me"
My heart* beat sampled & layered to infinite measures*

lOve like daZedayz*
a rose in flames
MiZz uNbalance

current mood: unwind, ,breathe faster & fast
current music: Bjork, Hyperballad

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Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
2:59 pm - In search oV photographerSsss*
I need some lOvely pics taken ov me... Fetish, erotica, Andrew Blake/Lithium Picnic styles* For portfolio/personal use. I live in San Francisco, contact me here through LJ, if you are interested.

MiZz jacQuie-Oh-uNbalance star*

[info]impulse_noise took this one & many... lOve*

MiZz jacQuie-Oh

lOve electriQue*

current mood: anxious
current music: elevatOr electriQue*

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Monday, July 25th, 2005
3:08 pm - fiRes! Oh my godD*
What'Z up fagaliciOus*

Is that my ass or something? hmmm....

I wasn't the prom queEn but I was the best dRessed. That is... whatever I was wearing and it was non-eXistent in realities that sCream bloody electriQue-iNdustrial. Hey too daRk Mark!. You played some mellow meOw at the eynde... I like . and in 8 inch stilettos piercing holes in my bRains, that is the musiQue*

My eyes have grown weary & the starZ have gone cold...

I will be leaving tomorrow night. Bathed in silver, dRowned in gold.

NEW PICTURES! freQuency fvct* statiQ electriQue, but my Andrew Blake necklace is missing... Meronaca... stillness, I have the goodzzz.

Current 93 tickets! yesyes* I am going to both shows! HA! I will not let David Tibet (Michael) fall on hiZ headD... penguin wants to come? Come see me in San Francisco! We will Sell alllll we have & give it to the kittens...

I hate impulse noise*

yeah ... fuckA*

Uranium OrchidD rocks! ahem...My vox are the shight* & tonight I will sing for Genesis Fragment* wowZa* I am in sPace*<---->X>< letters make wordDs make sentences make stories make youR thought out loud in tiMe* grrrr.... lOve it! This is the keyboardist frome Cut.Rate.Box. & supA-staR-DJ-Midnight-Matt... You don't wanna see, you don't wanna know ... Midnight Matt. You hate me! fuckA. lOve like hate & fVck your fate!

Welcome back to SF, MiZz OH. tomorrow, tomorrow. The brickT streets oV burning embers and Full moons fading fast tempt me, but I will be alone now. There are so many thingzzz. My heart is beating backwardZ on a scale, it is weighing the earth. My eyes are coloured to match heaven's dieing reign. Raining. What happened? BLAH!

I'm not a witch ... I'm a lOve technician*

SugaR divine & Rioja wine*
MiZz jacQuie-Oh-uNbalance star*

current mood: stretch sketch flicker rhythm*
current music: Nezzy Idy*

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Monday, July 18th, 2005
2:08 am - sapphires turned red* dReaming skyys open
"I know why the birdcage sings"...

Giant purple daisiezzz spiN, they control tiMe. Someone built them before the oldest could remember. We move backwardz when it rains and seemingly the days ahead are yesterday. I know why , when you see without your eye. What rainbow rain reflects like this, like you through stain glass wiNdows piercing the heart oV my heart, like you iNside the glass making the colouR see. The colouRzzz melt out oV the sky when night falls and the substance becomes oil rainbows staining the earth and organic in the aire*. 17 moons have been captured in the gravitational pull now, and some oV them are occupied by animals oV sonar communication, we call them sky aQuariums.

My skin is alone, my thoughts are lost uNderwater. Nothing is without descript etchings. The woRldless words oV secret bloodD are turning black, turning secret, turning crystal clocks oV hours into daZe.

Where do the streets run down and scReaM back into the skyy? My sapphire veinzzz are wiRedD to the sunset there. It will be and it will not be unlike being, unlike my painbow*. Celestial sharp shard in my palM , asterisk* incision to my forehead and diamonds in my heart, this is how we sell our dead here.

The mermaids are glittering and swim in coconut waters, cloudy & magnificent. Their teeth are those oV piranha's, cannabalistic in nature they do not live for more than 23 centuries.

I wanted to be alone for the 93 years I lived there, so I could be siLent before confession & spiritual import. Now, my soul has been given to the transcendent layer above me, it is to never be retrieved or visited except by the daRkest oV seraphim who dwell in the invisible realities. A live coal will touch and purify my lips on these days. Might it be soon...

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I am in my hometown, the BR! Break yourself bitch! Eye am one whip paste* Yeah it was weird with the mermaids & moons for a while, but I'm cool withe it now. Or was it the drunk frat boys and Bud light... hmmmm..... I think all I have here are my dReamz & image-Nation* It nice to be in catland (sometimes called pussydom) for a bit, it's the iNmost light!!! The iNmost night... There are three lOvelies* here and I want to sMash them! =^*^= meOw!

URanium ORchid is playing at a night called Disko-Blood-bath this Fri if anybody would like to visit meeZ. I will be flying back to San Francisco Saturday...

All is full oV lOve* resist!
MiZz jacQuie-Oh uNbalance-star

current mood: dReamy dReam & the dReamsters
current music: O' Paradis/Novy Svet

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